A new chapter.

We had this camping trip planned for what , a fucking month and now people are saying they’re going last minute and shit and causing seat problems . ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME ? I don’t even wanna fucking go anymore because dumbass people can’t make up their mind until the last minute . Like it’s not only affecting you guys , it’s affecting the rest of us too . People need to stop being so damn selfish it’s fucking pissing me off . UGH . I don’t want to go anymore and he’s trying to make me go . Like seriously ?! And then there’s tents issue too . Barely anyone replies and it’s making me go insane ! WORST CAMPING TRIP EVER .

Yesterday I went to go see babe and then I ended up helping him put away the bitter melons and what not . After he disappeared somewhere and I was with his parents and they kept saying “Vietnamese” in Hmong and I couldn’t understand what they were saying . It’s bad enough that they don’t like me but I can’t even tell if they were talking shit about me in front of my face or if they were saying something else . He ALWAYS does this . Leaves me alone around people I’m not comfortable with . I don’t think he would appreciate it if I did that to him and it’s not like this is the first time , it’s been a few now . He never thinks and I hate that about him . I don’t ever want to go over there again or even help . I just hate it so much .  Afterwards he apologized but that’s ALL he knows what to do . He has said sorry so much it doesn’t mean anything to me anymore .

No matter how hard it is for you to bare the distance between us, or the fact that we argue over the slightest issues; whatever it may be. Don’t give up. ‘Cause if it weren’t for all the problems we’ve faced, we wouldn’t be the strong couple we are. 

“All relationships go through issues, but only real relationships get through them.”

(Source: blnxstateofmind, via ayyelsay)

He’s going to do Stadiums at BHS . I wanted him to stay longer so he stayed a little longer but had to eventually leave . So sadddd . :( I miss him a lot today . It’s okay , I get to see him tomorrow <3 I wonder how summer is going to be like since he doesn’t have much freedom . He just farms everyday aside from Monday . Doesn’t that just suck ?! Over the summer I want to go swimming when he’s over ! It’s going to be super hotttt . Anyways , I started the scrapbook ! First page , but I need to print some quotes and get more crafty stuff . We’re going shopping at Michael’s tomorrow so yay ((: I’m one happy and lucky girl ! Back to Supernatural now :]

Babe and I went to go see Avengers today ! It was alright , people made it seem so much better but in all honesty , it was okay . I mean yes there was a lot more action but yeah . After we went to In-N-Out and got food . He’s so fat ! He ordered two cheeseburgers for himself and ate the fries too ! Haha . Omg , weirdest thing happened today , my ex messaged me on facebook asking if I miss him ? You got to be kidding me . My baby would kill me if I replied back . It’s okay , my ex finally contacts me after I moved on and found someone that treats me better . Sucker . Muahah , I’m mean but whatever , I’m done with him . On to the next like I always say . :) Time to finish Supernatural (: